i've wanted to say this for a pretty long time but i always decided against it. so now here it is..
what do you mean by "forgive and forget man. she might have said things she didn't mean"
so what? she didn't even freaking apologise lah okay? she just got on with her life and i suppose i did, with mine. so just leave me alone, don't talk to me about her, about the past.
forgive and forget? oh please. are you gonna forgive me when i stab you in the gut and tell you, "i'm sorry. i didn't mean it. i was just too angry to think" ??
stop living in self denial.
also, don't ask me "why allow her to affect our friendship?"
you might as well ask yourself "why allow her to affect me?"
i'm so not sorry if you ever read this.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Samsung jet
i want you!
-wink- PEILYNN!
hahahahaha
i want you!
-wink- PEILYNN!
hahahahaha
what i really want is to believe you.
frankly, i could have gone to school this morning. its not like i'm dying from cough and sore throat and did i mention? the change in my voice. from kinda squeaky to squeaky and out of tune when i speak.. i just wanna avoid the whole world.
damn, mum's at home today too. idk why, she's still sleeping so i haven't spoke to her(SEE! I GOT THE LAZY PIG GENES FROM HER)
thanks for laughing at me, my dear D:
as i said last night, if my cough disrupted my sleep, i'll tell my mum i'm so not getting my butt in school. true enough..
lazed in bed for an hour o.o i'm amazed at how lazy i can be at times.
woke up and i'm currently in a desperate need for new songs or maybe old classics (:
哥本哈根的童话 not bad! haha
hey sis! DIXUN! when i get a new phone you've got to send me all your songs. haha use thumbdrive la, faster :D
my world is pretty screwed..
don't take away the last thing that actually makes me smile from inside.
frankly, i could have gone to school this morning. its not like i'm dying from cough and sore throat and did i mention? the change in my voice. from kinda squeaky to squeaky and out of tune when i speak.. i just wanna avoid the whole world.
damn, mum's at home today too. idk why, she's still sleeping so i haven't spoke to her
thanks for laughing at me, my dear D:
as i said last night, if my cough disrupted my sleep, i'll tell my mum i'm so not getting my butt in school. true enough..
lazed in bed for an hour o.o i'm amazed at how lazy i can be at times.
woke up and i'm currently in a desperate need for new songs or maybe old classics (:
哥本哈根的童话 not bad! haha
my world is pretty screwed..
don't take away the last thing that actually makes me smile from inside.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Cause I'm getting tired of believing and I'm through pretending.
lets turn the clock around, u-turn back to when it was just simplicity.
home econs rocks the world :D haha
but tsy and sharon said i have deformed cookies. fine!
science with mrs lim is stressful and demoralising. maybe its just that ms foo didn't cover what she covered with 2F? idk. how are we supposed to answer your questions if we really don't know the answers? we all come from different primary schools. although the syllabus should be the same, we might have learnt slightly different things. its stupid to just plainly guess when you have simply no clue about the topic. scientific words like the ones you said we learnt in primary school are new to me. totally.
you can continue comparing us with 2F, but its not gonna change a thing. its not as if we know the answers to your question and just can't be bothered to answer you. no. haven't you thought that we really don't know?
force the smiles.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
forgive and forget? i'm sorry, no can't do.
after you screwed my life upside down and made me a miserable fool you think i'd give a damn about her anymore? you can carry on going crazy with your infatuation dude.
school was alright. heh
bballed for a while (:
left with waneu, zhenmin, zhiqun.
talked.
0.0 new info
walked home
stupid, don't piss me off.
after you screwed my life upside down and made me a miserable fool you think i'd give a damn about her anymore? you can carry on going crazy with your infatuation dude.
school was alright. heh
bballed for a while (:
left with waneu, zhenmin, zhiqun.
talked.
0.0 new info
walked home
stupid, don't piss me off.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
You broke through all of my confusion.
say hello to jr.D
didn't upload this photo last time because blogger just wouldn't work properly. now i can!
school was absolutely boring today ):
slept during lang arts for a very long time.. waneu saw me sleeping -.- yeah yeah wdv lah okay.
practically counted down to 2pm, desperado
science lesson was actually pretty cool cause i understood stuff (for once!) and ms foo is nice
had self training after school (: felt good actl. haha
wanted to bball after that but the courts were full so tsy and i decided to leave
boarded 166 and there was this.. idk mental guy sitting on the floor behind us. totally freaked out
tsy forgot to take her phone out of the toilet so we alighted and walked back to school. funny girl chionged back in to get it while i waited outside school. smart move tsy (: haha
166-ed to clementi cityvibe, saw my grandpa in the bus. hahaha
bought bubble tea, talk talk, home.
exhausted.
peilynn! get well soon lah, stop falling sick dude.
stop telling me i don't understand!
Monday, July 13, 2009
a problem the heart rather than the head needs to solve.
carnival on sunday, 12 july(Richie's birthday! happy birthday dude), was pretty fun although it was just playing against rvhs teams. rvnb dominated the whole competition.
for the under16 category, year 4 seniors clinched first, followed by team AWESOME, then SUPERSAURUS.
well, good game to LIGHTNINGX and RV FIGHTING too (:
lunched with supersaurus, then went for lessons.
i slacked throughout. was feeling dead tired and guilty. sorry, but no can't do.
so it was dinner and then the chiong-ing of homework, as always.
stayed up 'till 12am! hah. (:
today, monday 13 july, is ho yong rui's birthday. happy birthday, pig :D
was in the sleeping mode during lang arts. i'm sorry mrs kong. ah wdv ):
next was chinese, was more awake cause i had to write stuff down.. not that i enjoy it though.
recess was just hello panda in class with tsy and sharon and the occasional yong rui threatening me..
CID chinese was stupid -.- stupid ngkh i'm gonna kill you if your guys don't do their work!
its your fault i'm in CID chinese, in case you forgot
bballed after school (: i'm looking like a red monster now. heh i think mum's gonna kill me.
I WANT A NEW PHONE I CAN GET IT NOW NOW NOW BUT MY PARENTS ARE HESITATING FOR I DON'T KNOW WHAT REASONS SO WEIRD RIGHT JUST CHANGE LAH AIYO ALSO WON'T KILL AND I'VE LASTED WITH MY PHONE FOR 2 YEARS ALREADY SO JUST LET ME CHANGE LAH PLEASEEEEEE ):
carnival on sunday, 12 july(Richie's birthday! happy birthday dude), was pretty fun although it was just playing against rvhs teams. rvnb dominated the whole competition.
for the under16 category, year 4 seniors clinched first, followed by team AWESOME, then SUPERSAURUS.
well, good game to LIGHTNINGX and RV FIGHTING too (:
lunched with supersaurus, then went for lessons.
i slacked throughout. was feeling dead tired and guilty. sorry, but no can't do.
so it was dinner and then the chiong-ing of homework, as always.
stayed up 'till 12am! hah. (:
today, monday 13 july, is ho yong rui's birthday. happy birthday, pig :D
was in the sleeping mode during lang arts. i'm sorry mrs kong. ah wdv ):
next was chinese, was more awake cause i had to write stuff down.. not that i enjoy it though.
recess was just hello panda in class with tsy and sharon and the occasional yong rui threatening me..
CID chinese was stupid -.- stupid ngkh i'm gonna kill you if your guys don't do their work!
its your fault i'm in CID chinese, in case you forgot
bballed after school (: i'm looking like a red monster now. heh i think mum's gonna kill me.
I WANT A NEW PHONE I CAN GET IT NOW NOW NOW BUT MY PARENTS ARE HESITATING FOR I DON'T KNOW WHAT REASONS SO WEIRD RIGHT JUST CHANGE LAH AIYO ALSO WON'T KILL AND I'VE LASTED WITH MY PHONE FOR 2 YEARS ALREADY SO JUST LET ME CHANGE LAH PLEASEEEEEE ):
Saturday, July 11, 2009
it just ain't right.
tired ): won't get to sleep in for this weekend. damn
did evening run and went to grandpa's house
dinner, harry potter, art.
art is tedious!
had supper :D haha i love food (esp now)
gonna have to wake up early tmr again for the street netball carnival. gonna be able to see mrs khoo! (: love love love
SUPERSAURUS ALL THE WAY!
tsy you still have us, dodo (:
i'm motivated. my drive
tired ): won't get to sleep in for this weekend. damn
did evening run and went to grandpa's house
dinner, harry potter, art.
art is tedious!
had supper :D haha i love food (esp now)
gonna have to wake up early tmr again for the street netball carnival. gonna be able to see mrs khoo! (: love love love
SUPERSAURUS ALL THE WAY!
tsy you still have us, dodo (:
i'm motivated. my drive
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dad, stop laughing at me! don't flaunt your phone in front of me and please buy me a new phone ): desperado!
dad, stop laughing at me! don't flaunt your phone in front of me and please buy me a new phone ): desperado!
Obsession
woke up at 9.30 today to meet dixun (:mum's eyes were huge when she saw me up and awake at 9.30. guess she must've thought she was hallucinating. can't blame her though :x
grandma thinks i'm crazy cause i love bball more than i love anything else she knows of. hah
went down, court was wet, DIXUN FELL even before i even arrived. haha yeah, i'm announcing it to the whole entire world. hoho
didn't read her tag so i didn't whack her.
i'm gonna whack you on monday, chicken! you watch out. hahaha :D
saw yu jun, some tabletennis guy and yuan long playing too.
slacked most of the time cause we were sleepy
rained and stopped 3 times in a few hrs, left at 12+
monday monday! (:
Friday, July 10, 2009
this is Tom Felton(Draco Malfoy):D shuai! hahahaha. he looks super.. nerd and weird in the movies but he looks hot here!
i've got a new guy to go gaga about now. LOL
harry potter is ugly. he was cute when he was younger. now he's just eewwww. no offence
what was i just about to discover?
struggled to wake up this morning. i spent 5 mins trying to decide on whether i should just continue sleeping and say i have a sore throat and cough(its true, i swear) or getting out of bed because its a friday, with malay lesson and art(i suppose it'd be okay). fine, decided to get up since i skipped school last friday already :x
reached school and saw nicole lim get out of the car! finally. haha
tsy didn't come to school today ):
"Ps didn't go school cause my flu jialat and my mum didn't wake me up" -tsy-
haha okay.
get well soon(:
nicole lim pangseh-ed me so i went to marina with peilynn and yanning on a wallet hunt
peilynn didn't manage to find a nice wallet. aww we'll help you look for nice ones online k.
famous amos! haha
bused home on 97, slept like a pig during the ride
i'm beat D:
gonna skip dinner. i need sleep
struggled to wake up this morning. i spent 5 mins trying to decide on whether i should just continue sleeping and say i have a sore throat and cough(its true, i swear) or getting out of bed because its a friday, with malay lesson and art(i suppose it'd be okay). fine, decided to get up since i skipped school last friday already :x
reached school and saw nicole lim get out of the car! finally. haha
tsy didn't come to school today ):
"Ps didn't go school cause my flu jialat and my mum didn't wake me up" -tsy-
haha okay.
get well soon(:
nicole lim pangseh-ed me so i went to marina with peilynn and yanning on a wallet hunt
peilynn didn't manage to find a nice wallet. aww we'll help you look for nice ones online k.
famous amos! haha
bused home on 97, slept like a pig during the ride
i'm beat D:
gonna skip dinner. i need sleep
Thursday, July 09, 2009
True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.
i've found somebody who loves the same type of shows(!), songs(!!!) and stuff(LOVEEE) as me! hahaha like finally (:
why can't she be my sister instead? damn.
bball has made my day time and again. i'm never gonna stop playing mum. no way. neither am i gonna stop going for trainings cause i go by "win together, lose together, train together"
well some people just don't understand it cause they don't play team sports. can't blame them, shall just have to try to teach them then.
why why why why why! (not the richie style)
i wanna grow up but yet i'm afraid.
this stinks..
i've found somebody who loves the same type of shows(!), songs(!!!) and stuff(LOVEEE) as me! hahaha like finally (:
why can't she be my sister instead? damn.
bball has made my day time and again. i'm never gonna stop playing mum. no way. neither am i gonna stop going for trainings cause i go by "win together, lose together, train together"
well some people just don't understand it cause they don't play team sports. can't blame them, shall just have to try to teach them then.
why why why why why! (not the richie style)
i wanna grow up but yet i'm afraid.
this stinks..
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
lets just leave things as the way it is. i'm not gonna risk what i have now.
school is utterly exhuasting and i hate it rawr i don't have a lot of homework but the few that i have takes me a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long (yes i typed every single one of that "very" and "long") time to finishhhhhh so yeah its bad and i need to catch up on some sleep desperado so yeah i'm off to complete(i wish, i hope, and i'll try) my homework so wish me luck
a post without much punctuation cause i need to speed up up up
school is utterly exhuasting and i hate it rawr i don't have a lot of homework but the few that i have takes me a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long (yes i typed every single one of that "very" and "long") time to finishhhhhh so yeah its bad and i need to catch up on some sleep desperado so yeah i'm off to complete(i wish, i hope, and i'll try) my homework so wish me luck
a post without much punctuation cause i need to speed up up up
Sunday, July 05, 2009
i can't choose, there's no way.
woke up at 12pm today after sleeping at 3am last night (: i love weekends!
decided to go to the library to do homework with nicole and D.
i brought jr.D there too!
crapped and gossiped(a bit) most of the time, did my math and nothing else. they did physics while i slacked :x
it rained really heavily when we were supposed to leave, so nicole's mum sent me home. thanks yo! had to pretend we didn't know who D was. haha his acting skills are not bad
nicole lim! we need to talk dude..
& i've found myself a new sister! her name is DIXUN, the CHICKEN!
woke up at 12pm today after sleeping at 3am last night (: i love weekends!
decided to go to the library to do homework with nicole and D.
i brought jr.D there too!
crapped and gossiped(a bit) most of the time, did my math and nothing else. they did physics while i slacked :x
it rained really heavily when we were supposed to leave, so nicole's mum sent me home. thanks yo! had to pretend we didn't know who D was. haha his acting skills are not bad
nicole lim! we need to talk dude..
& i've found myself a new sister! her name is DIXUN, the CHICKEN!
Saturday, July 04, 2009
dearest everybody who think their life sucks. namely christabel yang and maybe tsy..
cheer up! (: flash your sweet smiles and get some free hugs if you need them okay?
aiyo, getting upset over things in life that are unfair and annoying isn't worth it.
yang shu hui, lollipops for you can? haha and of course free hugs. you're entitled to as many as you want from gail for a lifetime
tsy! monday monday (: hahaha, smile dude!
they say life is short, live it well. but isn't life the longest thing we do?
now i've realised, as seconds, days, weeks, months, years fly(literally! like how, according to dixun, netballers fly) past, life is actually pretty short. so try your best to stay happy and enjoy the present and future.
should i try? fight for it? hah.
i shall go for a run now, since i didn't join the defenders this morning. i'm really sorry! ):
cheer up! (: flash your sweet smiles and get some free hugs if you need them okay?
aiyo, getting upset over things in life that are unfair and annoying isn't worth it.
yang shu hui, lollipops for you can? haha and of course free hugs. you're entitled to as many as you want from gail for a lifetime
tsy! monday monday (: hahaha, smile dude!
they say life is short, live it well. but isn't life the longest thing we do?
now i've realised, as seconds, days, weeks, months, years fly(literally! like how, according to dixun, netballers fly) past, life is actually pretty short. so try your best to stay happy and enjoy the present and future.
should i try? fight for it? hah.
i shall go for a run now, since i didn't join the defenders this morning. i'm really sorry! ):
Friday, July 03, 2009
isn't it strange how we wait for disasters to tell people how much they mean to us?
i'm saying " i love you " a lot these days (:
school has been really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really exhausting, and did i mention? DOWNRIGHT BORING.
lessons are getting super boring, math lessons, and i'm getting bu shuang with the teachers' faces. idk why, but yeah. oh and reon too :x
waking up early, esp at 5(!), isn't what i do best and isn't what i'm willing to do. zomg. i could only see half the world for most days and well.. today i'm at home (so is peilynn! naughty girl) blogging while the others are in school because i woke up this morning and i really really truthfully could only see half the world.. thanks sharon kiew ): but i guess the swollen eye granted me a day off boredom and 7 more hrs of sleep :D heard teachers have announced that students shouldn't be bballing or staying back of school to play huh. but.. since when did students care? lol. if we're fine and healthy in school during curriculum time and spend time together in class(in a confined place where air isn't ventilated much?), i don't see why we can't play aft school in an open area like the bball court. it makes no sense -.-
i'm saying " i love you " a lot these days (:
school has been really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really exhausting, and did i mention? DOWNRIGHT BORING.
lessons are getting super boring, math lessons, and i'm getting bu shuang with the teachers' faces. idk why, but yeah. oh and reon too :x
waking up early, esp at 5(!), isn't what i do best and isn't what i'm willing to do. zomg. i could only see half the world for most days and well.. today i'm at home (so is peilynn! naughty girl) blogging while the others are in school because i woke up this morning and i really really truthfully could only see half the world.. thanks sharon kiew ): but i guess the swollen eye granted me a day off boredom and 7 more hrs of sleep :D heard teachers have announced that students shouldn't be bballing or staying back of school to play huh. but.. since when did students care? lol. if we're fine and healthy in school during curriculum time and spend time together in class(in a confined place where air isn't ventilated much?), i don't see why we can't play aft school in an open area like the bball court. it makes no sense -.-
