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Unlitled.
let it out

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I need extra motivation, encouragement, hugs, well wishes, and smiles for me to give my best.
I don't know why, my defence is starting to slack.
I'm trying, but i know its not hard enough.
I don't know how much more i need to push myself to max.
I need to try. For the team, for our zonals top 4.
I don't want to almost cost the team their game again.
I don't think its fair to them because they played really hard.
I can't afford to screw the game up again. No more.
I'm sure its not just determination. It's fitness.
I lack fitness. 2 quarters as GD and i'm down.
I myself create problems for myself. My knee, everything.
I can't jump high enough.
I can't reach high enough.
I'm not strong enough on the ball.
I can't get used to having a wide base without MP telling me to do so.

I can't.
I just can't.

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but anyway, all the best RVNB(:


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