simplicity.

We've trained so very hard.
One down, another in the progress?
Has one more day to redeem herself?
What about adding what she has done for 1 year up and putting it together to prove that she's worthy
She is definately worthy.
Redeem yourself? What rubbish.
Hasn't the past 1 year(2008) shown everything?
Shown that she has thEE attitude and the perseverence to stay in the team?
Our team has gone through thick and thin together.
We overcomed our internal conflict, we've suffered and taken all the scoldings from MP for a year, we've persevered through PTs every friday and we've formed that strong bond you don't find in other CCA teams.
Now we need to suffer another huge blow
Isn't resisting the urge to skip trainings, the urge to defy orders, the urge to slack during PT, the urge to just do everything in the exact opposite way we're doing now enough to show that we love netball and our team?
To beat nanhua high during the seasons is our team goal.
How to complete that goal if we're not that team anymore?
It's hard to feel the huge sense of achievement if you didn't play in the game, didn't get to contribute in the game.
So how is it possible to feel anything when the team achieves something and you didn't play and even more, you're not part of the team?
We've come this far, being better than i've ever dreamed of.
Is it neccessary to tell us this now?
Where's the teamspirit now? So what if whoever is better than somebody.
I DON'T CARE.
It hurt to see her(L) walk away before our match, for ELDDS, for another CCA
and not walk with us, to the court, for our match.
Its not easy to turn your back on something you used to work hard for and all of a sudden, you can't be a part of.
And i'm hoping for the impossible
hoping that we could go back to where we used to be, together.

rvnb, forever?