Life is getting pressurising.
It isn't a wonderful feeling.
With trainings, homework, MATH, teachers, parents and all, i can hardly keep up with my own pace.
I need time to stop, to think and to breathe
there isn't much time, really.
i just flunked my chinese test before i even knew it was my CA1, my first common test for 2009
even if i felt like mugging, i don't have the time.
hopefully somebody will help me with saturday. or i'll be in deep trouble on monday :x
i'm either running about doing things/having trainings and stuff or sitting down doing my homework everyday.
can i please take a lesson off tomorrow's time table to have a break? maybe speech and drama?
i need to sleep. to rest and recover. active recovery doesn't work with life. it only works when running.
running isn't life, and i hope people realise that.
i need to slow down.