simplicity.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

SERIOUSLY
WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM
GET A LIFE
STOP TRYING TO ATTRACT ATTENTION OKAY?
I'M NOT GONNA PITY YOU
I'VE TRIED AND TRIED TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER, MORE BONDED WITH US
BUT I GUESS ITS NOT WORKING
AND I'M TIRED OF YOUR COMPLAINTS TO OTHERS ABOUT THIS!
I DON'T WANT ANYBODY ELSE COMING TO TELL ME TO TREAT YOU BETTER, TO TREAT YOU LIKE HOW I TREAT THE OTHERS
CAUSE WHY? THE WAY I TREAT EVERYONE OF YOU IS THE SAME
BELIEVE IT OR NOT, IT REALLY IS
NO DOUBT THAT I MIGHT BE CLOSER TO SOME
BUT HELL! EVER THOUGHT OF THE OTHERS?
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I FEEL WHEN OTHERS, PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE MUCH PLACE IN MY LIFE, COME TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL AND ASK ME TO TREAT YOU BETTER? AND TO TELL ME THAT I'M BIASED?
CRY. GO CRY YOUR EYES OUT FOR ALL I CARE CAUSE I DON'T CARE ANYMORE
I DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY TO CARE SO MUCH ABOUT HOW THE HELL YOU FEEL
AND PLUS, WHY AM I EVEN BOTHERING IN THE FIRST PLACE
THIS IS DOWNRIGHT STUPIDITY

i promise, i'll never think about it again

i'm gonna get over you

cross country was extremely exhausting todayyyy
): my timing sucked, my knee hurt because of the hard pavement and the PE shorts aren't flexible one bit.
but at least i cheered my heart out for mino and had a great laugh at zhenmin and junmin :D
minotaur ftw! champs for sports day i hope?
laughed at qiao wei at IMM mac and walked home in the scorching sun

junmin is drop dead gorgeous!

i've thought about it..
it was a mistake..
my mistake

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

those words keep running through my head.
not very convincing,
not working

Friday, May 22, 2009

after our last match of netball seasons'09
cdiv'09 (:

i'm sorry tsy! nvr go school, nvr go training
woke up at 6.30am and had a horrible headache so i went back to sleep until 2.30pm
awesomest!!
hahaha. i slept all the way through school and lessons and boring stuff
hope my headache doesn't come back :x
talked to my dearest(?) when i went online
hmm it has been so long since we really talked ):
anyway.. will be making cheesecake tmr morning.
and meeting tsy and sharon for geog project.
suddenly lost my mood to blog..

no pig, i'm not having moodswings..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

lessons were a bore as usual..
puked during PE :x
ran 6 rounds instead of 8 x)
science was cool(?)
hard to describe. it made me sleepy but the teacher's quite.. okay i guess?
headache was on and off ):

training! was actually pretty okay (:
warm-up was so damn tiring! its totally heat-up, not warm-up.
i did intervals with lois
so tiring! she's so fast, didn't have time to rest. whenever i looked up, she was on her way back alr
last 2 rounds we did as a team :D
year 4s, year 3s, year2s, year1s
everybody made the timing. netballers are freaking awesome! (don't you dare say no.)
persevered because of the year1s and the team(:
can't imagine how much motivation and drive you girls give me

and btw, tsy nicole and i are going to orchard to shop tmr! excited:D
christabel! your sister's phone is awesome man
i fell asleep with the phone in my hand and this morning it was under my bed. survived the fall
old phones are more durable. but heck, i want a new phone. mine's screwed upsidedown..

Monday, May 18, 2009

Ignorance is bliss.. you sure about that?

my grades suck ):
stupid tsy! stupid tsy! stupid tsy! stupid tsy!
i don't think i studied any less than you so why are your grades much better than mine!
i hate you(not)!!
totally dozed off during lang arts and chinese lesson
i don't mean to be rude. but hello? its languages. i don't see what's there to learn
just read more lah(not like i do, but yeah.)
if i didn't have to go for language lessons, i swear i'd read more

training was pretty fun, i would say :D
mp was late cause her cab got stopped by cops. hahahaha
oh well, poor cabbie then.
we did drills, year3s taught us their drills, we taught them our drills.
pretty cool(: I LOVE SQUARE BALL DRILL
zomg. coordination is superb!
TEAM RIVER v.s TEAM VALLEYsadly, team valley lost. sorry ):
but heck, didn't treat team river+mp to drinks anyway! hahahaha
finally, after a very long time, we had fun during training (:
not much stress, with laughter and smiles present!
how i wish trainings will be like that in the future
if not possible, then i wish they'll be at least half as fun :D

Sunday, May 17, 2009

thanks for backstabbing me (:
because through this, i've found out that a lot of others around me actually care
and unlike you, you don't have them
thanks a lot, i'll treasure my friends like you never did before

Friday, May 15, 2009

FUCK. YOU KNOW WHAT? GET A LIFE. SERIOUSLY
the song has been playing over and over again but nothing has gone into my head
i'm impressed with you, totally occupied the space i have in my brain
to you, its a very tiny brain, thats why it can only contain you. right?
well you may be right. i have a small brain. but at least it's bigger than yours.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

my second-last day to the end of my freedom
time flies when you're enjoying it
yes it's because of the exams but i love the feeling of going home and having energy to do other things and not the feeling of going home feeling tired and drained ):
some might say, since your seniors can take it, why can't you?
different people have different limits
mine's much lower, and thats too bad
don't like it? it isn't your decision to make anyway
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bball date with peilynn today (:
but just watched as usual. hahaha
i promise i'll play with you on our next date okay?
at least let me wear a longer and bigger tee first
not the size 15 gryphon tee!
old rvhs PE tee and fbts are still the awesomest :D
fit for any occasion
bused home, ran like mad kids for the single deck 97 but couldn't make it
and tadah, 1 traffic light later was this very very empty double-deck 97
awesome!
HAHA! to those people who took the single deck 97, IN YOUR FACE
(okay maybe its just cause we couldn't make it.)

I WILL NOT CRY WHEN I FINISH WATCHING THE MOVIE "10 PROMISES I MADE TO MY DOG"
zomg.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

exams are almost over
and i'm playing alr
math paper is our last paper :D but its one of my worse subjects
well.. look on the bright side, it'll be the last paper to come back (:
haha
i'm currently trying to download as many song as possible while chatting with nicole lim cause i'm in need of entertainment. desperado.
oh yes, its mothers' day alr!
but nobody in my family is saying anything
everybody's pretending that there's nothing going on, its just sunday~
haha. but mummy knows that we have something for her
her fault! she forced me :x
TO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!! :D
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my 4 year old cousin and her parents just flew back to hong kong today
she's awesome(:
she's only 4 and she knows how to NAVIGATE(not just play or watch videos) the iphone better than her daddy can
you might say many other kids can do it as well
but sadly, my cousin isn't just like other kids. she's differnt
but i still love her anyway :D

NICOLE LIM! I DON'T WANNA BE THAT HUGE, FAT, BIG, BRIGHT, ANNOYING, IRRITATING, GLARING LIGHTBULB!

Sunday, May 03, 2009

i mugged 'till 3am last night
was forced to go to bed cause my sister wanted to sleep
plus, i was hungry and was lazy to get food ):
so anyway, i've finished studying:

History

Bloody Sunday and its aftermath 1905 (worsening of living and working conditions)
after bloody sunday, a duma was formed. however, it consisted of non-elected people who supported the Tsar. Therefore, it still boiled down to what the Tsar wanted, and not what would really help improve the lives of the Russians and what the Russians wanted/needed. The tsar was still holding on to absolute power.

Russian revolution march 1917 (against Tsar nicholas the second )
the tsar showed his lack of knowledge inability to run a country and to manage Russia when he decided to go to war with germany during world war1, putting Rasputin and Tsarina Alexandra in charge of Russia back home while he went to the war front with his soldiers. he took charge of the soldiers during the war. he listened to what Rasputin told him to do with the soldiers(where the troops should move) even when Rasputin knew nothing about fighting wars.
his strong belief in autocracy also led to his failure and the revolution as people held no power in running their own lives. the tsar had the last say in everything.
his duma eventually split into 2 groups.
1. decided that they wanted to go against the Tsar because they lost faith in him.
2. decided that they had to save the tsar by killing Rasputin.
Soldiers, peasants, women, old folks, nobles, all go against the Tsar, in an unplanned revolution.
1917 march, Tsar abdicates. Provisional Government takes of Russia(Provisional Gov. continues with WW1.)

Russian revolution november 1917 (against provisional government)
WW1 still went on after march 1917
therefore, the P.G didn't gain support of the soldiers
Lenin established the Bolsheviks which was established after the social democratic party split into 2 opposing groups-- Mensheviks and Bolsheviks
Lenin created a propaganda, he reached out the the vast population of the Russians, the peasants "PEACE, BREAD, LAND" he continued to preach this and to discredit the provisional government
All in all, what caused this revolution:-
the P.G displayed weak leadership because there were no elections made(what democracy, right?) and did not pull out of WW1.
The strength of the Bolsheviks. they could function like a small army: the Red Guards

THIS IS FOR CHRISTABEL ACTUALLY(:

Saturday, May 02, 2009

MAYBE I REALLY SHOULD STOP BOTHERING
its never been so hard trying to post before
trying to put what i really wanna say to you here, down in words
it has never been so hard trying to talk to you
lets just say i can't be bothered about what happens in your life anymore
maybe i should stop bothering about what happens to you, even!
'cause why, its for nothing.
like who cares about what i think anymore. right?

Friday, May 01, 2009

I studied! first time in this year, i'm studying
I can now remember (almost) all the ion charges and balance equations properly(:
i'm gaining weight! ):