i've wanted to say this for a pretty long time but i always decided against it. so now here it is..

what do you mean by "forgive and forget man. she might have said things she didn't mean"
so what? she didn't even freaking apologise lah okay? she just got on with her life and i suppose i did, with mine. so just leave me alone, don't talk to me about her, about the past.
forgive and forget? oh please. are you gonna forgive me when i stab you in the gut and tell you, "i'm sorry. i didn't mean it. i was just too angry to think" ??
stop living in self denial.
also, don't ask me "why allow her to affect our friendship?"
you might as well ask yourself "why allow her to affect me?"

i'm so not sorry if you ever read this.