I'm going to start blogging again. realised that i can't live on facebook. just a status isn't enough for me to use..

lets just say there are ups and downs in everything one does.
and now i realise that i'm not ready to realise and understand that the downs make the ups better than what they really are.
i know wednesday was much for you to take, but it happened, for that 1 second.
i need you to believe me that nothing else happened, i didn't mean for it to happen and i even more didn't like it.
you can say i'm naiive. but nvm anymore.